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Whenever your heart is glad or happy, whenever your heart is desiring for something, whenever your heart is inspired or in spirit, and whenever your heart is in the state of kindness, you are experiencing love. -Meng
My Commitment to Myself
"I promise to TRUST myself enough to be
willing to hear and speak the Truth and treat myself LOVlNGLY, Gently
and with Respect. I will do this in my thoughts, words and actions, all
the time.
In every interaction I will look for and
acknowledge the Highest and Best in myself, as I surrender to LOVE, my
true nature. Staying connected to my Source, Love, and nurturing that
relationship is most to me, more important than any issue.
If
anything unlike LOVE comes up, I will go that quiet place within where
Love dwells. I'll listen to, welcome and accept Love's guidance. I'll be
teachable as I ask to be inclined toward healing and shown how to keep
communication open in all relationships. I'm willing to be RESPONSE-ABLE
for my own realities and learn to keep LOVE Conscious, Active and
Present as I HEAL and CELEBRATE LlFE!"
cess,
the few hours i have spent with you are the best hours of
my miserable life. i know that one day, when your world and my world
really collide, all of your days will be mine, and then everything will
be so fine. i believe that what we had was real, i felt it with my
whole heart, and even though we can't be together at this moment in our
life, know that my heart will always belong to you, it always was.
wherever you are, and whenever you feel alone, remember that i am
always with you, just look from within. i love you x infinite
infinity...
-(mengmeng)
My reflection, dirty mirror
There's no connection to myself
I'm your lover
, i'm your zero
I'm the face in your dreams of glass
So save your prayers
For when you're really gonna need 'em
Throw out your cares and fly
Wanna go for a ride?
She's the one for me
She's all i really need
Cause she's the one for me
Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me
Intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness
Bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
I never let on, that i was on a sinking ship
I never let on that i was down
You blame yourself, for what you can't ignore
You blame yourself for wanting more
She's the one for me
She's all i really need
She's the one for me
She's my one and only
No matter where you are
I can still hear you when you dream
You traveled very far
You traveled far, like a star
Yesterday the sky was you
And I still feel the same
Nothing left for me to do
And I still feel the same
I wish, I wish I could fly
I will, I will try
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There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 76
There are 7 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 4
The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.
The expression or destiny for #4:
Order,
service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4
Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills
with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of
person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a
project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to
become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of
craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the
more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your
choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture
and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially
surgeons have the 4 Expression.
The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.
If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.
Your Soul Urge number is: 6
A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With
a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability
to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a
strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life.
Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for
a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup,
as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill.
You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely
important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.
The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.
If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.
Your Inner Dream number is: 7
An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You
dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off
from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic,
or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and
learning.
Your date of conception was on or about 17 October 1980 which was a Friday.
You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Cancer.
Your Life path number is 9.
Your fortune cookie reads:
To love is to forgive.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444795.5.
The golden number for 1981 is 6.
The epact number for 1981 is 24.
The year 1981 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/5/1981 and ending 1/24/1982.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 8 Tammuz 5741.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 9 Tammuz 5741.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.8.1.11 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 8 tun 1 uinal 11 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Friday, 8 Ramadan 1401 (1401-9-8).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1981.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 April 1981.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 4 March 1981.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 7 June 1981.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 June 1981.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 29 September 1981.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 19 April 1981.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 3 March 1981.
As of 3/3/2009 10:04:23 AM EST
You are 27 years old.
You are 332 months old.
You are 1,443 weeks old.
You are 10,098 days old.
You are 242,362 hours old.
You are 14,541,724 minutes old.
You are 872,503,463 seconds old.
Celebrities who share your birthday:
Jessica Simpson (1980)
Arlo Guthrie (1947)
Arthur Ashe (1943)
Fred Gwynne (1926)
Jake LaMotta (1921)
David Brinkley (1920)
Top songs of 1981
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.95225048923679 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
Your lucky day is Monday.
Your lucky number is 2 & 7.
Your ruling planet(s) is Moon.
Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th.
Your opposition sign is Capricorn.
Your opposition number(s) is 8.
Today is not one of your lucky days!
There are 129 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 28 candles.
Those 28 candles produce 28 BTUs,
or 7,056 calories of heat (that's only 7.0560 food Calories!) .
You can boil 3.20 US ounces of water with that many candles. 
In 1981 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1981 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1981 in the US there were 2,438,000 marriages (10.6%) and 1,219,000 divorces (5.3%)
In 1981 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.
In 1981 the population of Australia was approximately 15,054,117.
In 1981 there were approximately 235,842 births in Australia.
In 1981 in Australia there were approximately 113,905 marriages and 41,412 divorces.
In 1981 in Australia there were approximately 109,003 deaths.
Your birthstone is Ruby
The Mystical properties of Ruby
Ruby is said to open one's heart to love.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Carnelian
Fir Tree, the MysteriousExtraordinary taste, dignity, cultivated airs, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to it,rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious uncontent lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.
When you realise you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
This is the sad bed of chosen chastity because you are miles and mountains away.
-I miss my love...
If the only place where I could see you was in my dreams, I would sleep forever.
-I miss my love more...
The farewell, that last glance of love that becomes the pang of sorrow.
-I miss my love even more...
The lack of her is more to me than any others' presence.
I miss my love like hell...
Why did I choose not to see you, when that moment came? Why? A question I just can't answer to myself. My waiting has become useless. I was foolish not to see you, it pains me. I hate regrets...
my heart chose you and every senses in body tells me to like you. my whole being is wanting you, my soul is seeking you. my eyes saw your beauty and my ears heard your lovely words. my heart saw your sweetness and it felt your kindness. my lips wants to whispher words and then kiss you. my brain saw your intelligence and your wisdom. my skin felt your electricity and it travels through body and that energy went straight to my heart, then it told my brain that i was inlove with you. from that moment, i knew, that you are the one. i love you more than anything in this world, you exceed everything to me because i saw something in you that i haven't seen with anyone else, and it was beauty. all that i saw in you was beauty...
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